Oops Did I Let That Slip?!

Deceiving, you are the reason that I don't believe and find the love that I'm needing. When I see you out I pass by and yea I'm defensive but what you expect though it's kind of direct. I think should, would it work if I fought him or could he utilize some of the things that I taught him so I was trying to upgrade you I'm not your understudy who's trynna upstage I wanted to be your other buddy who tried to front page you. And you act funny around me thoughts in my mind that you sit in the study and clown me oops did I let that slip and I guess its my fault for fitting every stereotype that you believe in because when you were serious I was only teasin' its your miss and I stopped because in a couple of years I might be thirsty and you'll be looking like a Tropicana Twist. And me I'm just here working and waiting patiently for you to leave alone the drama I don't really want to fight anymore and I don't bring niggas to the crib to watch a movie with dim lights anymore I'm losing the feeling losing appealing damn did I let that slip. And yea its a fact that women conduct themselves just like males so they huddle in a group and joke about the fact tha you a soft nigga how you think cuddle with a Q and laugh ar how you think last when you really don't and we make you think you'll get the ass when you really wont so don't trip we do the same thing with the same job of concealing it but i'm not messing with a rapper because it might be beneficial and I'm not trying to get that last initial. And I'm not bitter its just life you know? OOPS DID I LET THAT SLIP? I CAN'T FORGET THAT QUICK.