Its funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. Its funny how forever never seems to last. Its funny how "FRIENDS" can just leave you when your down. Its funny how when you need someone they're never around. Its funny how people change and think they're so much better. Its funny how many lies can be packed into one love letter. Its funny how people forgive but they can;t forget. Its funny how one night can contain so much regret. Its funny how ironic life turns out to be. But the funniest part of it all, is that NONE of that's funny to me.

:)

"I can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare."

A Day In LA W/ Ryah,Saida,Keira,Aquan,&Lucian.

January 18,2009.

I went to LA to go to the African American Museum, for extra credit for school. Which I ended up doing but this was the BEST day ever had too much fun. Day started of early w/ a text message at 7something in the morning from Aquan talking abt if were all still gna go to LA. So of course we are still gna go so layed up in the bed till 9:00 then called Ryah to make sure her and Saida got ready. At 9:00 I start getting ready for my day of ADVENTURES :) Anyway so I'm already and stuff Aquan gets to my house at abt 10:00 then we go to Ryah's and pick them up then we talk to her dad for like 10million HOURS while Aquan is waiting for us LMFAO! Then Aquan ask's if his friend Lucian can come along. And I say "HEY IDC YOUR DRIVING lol" So then we head ovr to Lucian's casa pick him up then we head to the DONUT SHOP by my old HIGH SCHOOL Birmingham, and he offers to buy us something but Ryah was the only one who wanted something. So after we stop there we head off to LA. Aquan has to be the craziest driver LMFAO I fear for my life when I'm in the car w/ him but I know everything is fine its just exciting lol. So the next stop is my sister's casa on Crenshaw and Washington we pick her up head to the African American Museum and we stay there for like a half hour lmfao when that was the main reason of going to LA. And we drop of my sister and we head to MELROSE! We stoped at this one store where they were having crazy sales but all I bought were earrings and Lucian tried on sunglasses lol he looked pretty cute but he didn't buy em'. Then we go to eat lunch at Johnny Rockets! me ryah and saida dnt get anything but the boys do... Then Lucian comes up w/ the bright idea of not paying for the food but I persuaded them to pay for it...BUT they went inside to pay and the peolple took too long to attend to them so they just walked out so they STILL didn't pay and GOT a FREE lunch on MELROSE @ Johnny Rockets lol. And we meet up w/ Rena and walk all along melrose looking for things to buy but we found some good prices but didn't buy too much. ;) Saw alot of gay people lol but most of all we had a great day. Then got droped off at my sister's casa and spent the rest of the weekend in LA w/ my familia for my niece Kailah's Birthday :)

I NEED you.

And if I tell you every little detail about me you still wouldn't understand. You act like you care when you could give a FCK LESS about me, and the whole part thats killing me is the fact of you "ACTING LIKE YOU CARE." To tell you the honest if you just straight up tell me you DON'T LOVE OR CARE ABOUT ME, I will respect you as a person for telling me the truth because atleast yer telling me know and your not hurting me right?! See I'm not the type to WANT YOU TO FEEL SORRY FOR HER! I could do bad all by myself with or without you! But DEEP DOWN INSIDE I KNOW I'M GONNA NEED YOU UNTIL THE END OF TIME.

1ST Day Back To Escuela.

Today was the 1st day back to school, it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be I had FUN w/ my MAINS! They are the absolute BEST, wouldn't trade them for ANYTHING in this WORLD. Well MAYBE a $$$MILLION DOLLARS$$$ JUST KIDDING lol how could I trade them WTF! What's the point of having all that money when you have no friends you will be TRULEY UNHAPPY. But another note school was good getting back in the hang of doing work and all that good stuff (;. I can't believe how much closer I am to graduating I thank GOD everyday for getting me through my whole high school year so far. I'm very much looking forward to being a SENIOR! I'm hoping to make this the best year possible optimistic attitude all the way out!


-2010 anyone?! :)

Boy's get periods too!

We thought that we were the only one's who got periods... Well we thought WRONG!
They get boys their periods and have mood swings WORSE then us females.
And yet they have the audacity to say their not "mad" there "upset".


I know there are people who feel the same way as me.
Girls with boyfriends of course who go through helll and back because og a nigga
and there fcking attitudes!

Point Blank Period boys are bigger bitches then us.


- and I'm OUT! :)

Faith leads to Trust leads to Love

I've sed time and time again nvr underestimate me and people still do. But hey it's all apart of the human nature to UNDERESTIMATE others. FAITH is one thing that need to have in me or in someone else to go anywhere in life. Without FAITH there is no TRUST!

LEADS TO

Trust, I must admit I dont't trust too many people but that isn't my fault. Iv'e been in many situations for me not to trust people. Yes I have been hurt alot in my life but I'm not gna stay here and be bitter abt it. I say sht for a reason because I wanna make a change, Therefore I have in people that I can trust them.

LEADS TO

Love, is another very important factor you need faith and trust in order to love someone with out the two there is no point in saying the infamous word "I love YOU". When in actuallity you don't mean it if your not following the two above. Ha, like i said I dnt say sht just to say it you should really think about what you do before you do it.

Yes, I'm Belizean :)

I'm BELIZEAN AND BLACK.

Yes I'm very proud of it!

I had GREAT experiences when I went in the summer of 07'.

I would go back in a heart beat, but i wouldn't live there because of the simple fact that i couldn't take all the people O care about w/ me!

I have the BIGGEST dream of going for my 18th birthday and having a partyyy!!!!

With that being said you should know I LOVE my culture :)

Random things I think about.

Why do I sometimes just feel the urge to cry? And just pour out my heart and soul to someone nearest to me that I trust.

Why is California's weather so weird? It can be OVERLY hot within the matter of two seconds it randomly gets FREEZING!

Why are some people so ignorant and not sensitive to how they treat others?

Why can't everyone just get along?

Does everything really happen for a reason?

Does God intentionally let "BAD" situations take place in our lives?

Is there such a thing as "LOVE AT 1ST SIGHT"?

Why do we let certain people get the best of us?

Why am I so terrified of scary movies?

Why don't some people take advantage of the many opportunities they have?

How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? LMFAO

How old I'm gna live to be.

Why is Trevor Ariza so gorgeous?!

Yes, I really do think about this stuff sometimes but hey I'm HUMAN:)

Shaheda's Birthday 08'

SWV, The Best!

That's why he's mine!

Mhmh ;)

Greys Anatomy

"At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standung is the reason enough to celebrate."

A day to remember!