"Sex is apart of nature. I go along with nauture." - Marilyn Monroe

My life.

In exactly 7weeks things will change MAJORLY! & I believe I'm too ready for that I'll be one step closer to being on my own. There are times when I am scared in a sense to buy my own things and pay bills and all that but I think I can handle it because I already don't depend on people too much. COLLEGE?! Excited much? very hahah I want to get a career started and make everyone proud of me. and prove everyone who doubted me wrong and most of all I want to be proud of myself. Better yet, I hope things work out for the better with me in mind but all I can do is have faith in God and look forward to the best things. My life is in his hands and I love it that way :)

Unsaid

Some things are better yet left unsaid;

I believe this to a certain point because alot of drama, heartache, and bullshit can be prevented when you just leave somethings inside and keep them to yourself. Then on the other hand some things need to be put out there so you don't get hurt in the long run. I have alot of bottled up emotions inside of me and I choose to let some out and to keep some inside of me but either way at the end of the day I want to make sure that I am HAPPY with myself.

Random Issshhh.

Woooo, its been quite sometime since I've blogged. Oh how I missed it I have alot of mixxed emotions going on right now. 1st of all its hot as heck outside like its soo hot it doesn't even make any sense. Uhum, does it suck that I think I'm madly in love w/ him?! the one who hurts me most at the end of the day... I want him to be out of my life then yet I feel as though I still need him w/ me. Wait not need him but want him I rather say. I want to give up on love and just say fck everything but a part of me is still holding on to everything that I've been ever expirienced.

But the good part is I'm not dwelling on it I've learned to let go and let God and this too shall pass. Through all my dark nights and stormy days things will change w/ Faith :)