READY TO FCKING KILL THIS BITCH!
I swear I'm tired of this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My L O V E S

When All Else Fails They Make Me S M I L E :)

Today had to be the utmost worst day of my life.
I can't believe I fcking cried!
That's just not suppose to happen like seriously!
I'm tired of letting my emotions get the best of me...
I just wish that things would be better I'm quite tired of all the bullshit I'm going through.
When will things get better?!
I'm tired emotionally,physically,and mentally ! School +PLUS all the bullshit that comes along with high school. +PLUS the shit I go through with my family SMFH ! When will things get better?!
I REALLY WISH I had a answer as to why things are soo bad but hey it is what it is.
Gotta go for now...

I can't believe

I can't believe you really up and walked out of my life w/ no explanation. That's the least you could do I would think. Atleast spare me the humiliation of thinking you actually care about me. I can't believe I thought there would ever be an "US" sadly but truely. But who made it that way YOU did you made me think it was going to be more. But what I failed to realize was it was all apart of the game. I can't believe I played the fool and I got my feelings hurt in the end. I cant believe that were not even friends. And I can sit here and not believe it when all of this is reality that you seem not to realize. But you will sooner or later you won't be able to believe I'm not gonna be there when no one else will. I can't believe how much time and energy I put into you to come out on bottom. But its ok, because what goes around comes around and when it does who's to say Kia is gonna be there... I can't believe.

Having total control over a situation is realizing that you have no control at all.