FML; Easy as that.
I'M NOT ONE TO GIVE UP; but this shit shoot it has me on edge and I'M DONE !
FML; Easy as that.

[verse 1:]
I'm a lady that comes with no chances
That means if I spot a sign of trouble your gone
To many times before, seemed I always played the fool
How was I to know, I was young and Gullible
I let the guys play my heart as if it was a toy
I got respect for me, now is a new day

[Pre-chorus:]
Im gonna let you play the games on me
Because I got a better strategy
And if you ever cause depression whoa,
Then you'sa gotta go, go , go

[Chorus:]
I'ma fight the tears so my make-up, don't mess up
And I'ma fight the feelings i be wantin to call you
And I'ma fight you back, if you ever step to me,
Closin up the doors
Made it clear before,
Do me wrong, you go
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)

[Verse 2:]
Don't get me wrong i don't hate men,
I love 'em, but i just think that some should stop their problems
Some are confusers, users, abusers,
Some are just plain 'ol losers
Boy your silly games won't get away with me
I'm not the foolish girly that I used to be
Chuck it out the window, just like that
If your head is 'posed to be where it's at
R.E.S.P.E.C.T
Respect, i suggest you find out what it means

[Chorus:]
I'ma fight the tears so my make-up, don't mess up
And I'ma fight the feelings i be wantin to call you
And I'ma fight you back, if you ever step to me,
Closin up the doors
Made it clear before,
Do me wrong, you go
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)

[Bridge:]
I am disappointed 'bout the way you treaten me
You're just another boot from the river
I'll find a better lover
Theres fishes in the sea
I'll keep on tryin yes, 'cause I'm a fighter yo
I got your number already, I'm a fighter yo
No need to cry no more, already felt this before
I'm a fighter and I aint 'gon take you back fo'sho

[Chorus:]
I'ma fight the tears so my make-up, don't mess up
And I'ma fight the feelings i be wantin to call you
And I'ma fight you back, if you ever step to me,
Closin up the doors
Made it clear before,
Do me wrong, you go
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)
'Cause I'm a fighter (whoa)

I'll keep on tryin yes, 'cause I'm a fighter yo
I got your number already, I'm a fighter yo
No need to cry no more, already felt this before
I'm a fighter and I aint 'gon take you back fo'sho
[x2]

'Cause I'm a fighter
'Cause I'm a fighter

"Boys are like buses miss one, next 15 one commin'."

"I'm alot of things but I'm not a quiter."

Im a Fighter - Aaradhna

& This Is Exactly How I Feel At This Point In My Life. I'm Worth So Much More Then The Way He Fcking Treats Me. I'm Sad It Took His Ass For Me To Realize My Worth, But I'm Happier It's Sooner Then Later.

-__-

This picture says sooo much; and means soo much I would have to say I'm truely ब्लेस्सेद (Blessed)

So this Ana (left) & Melly (right), These are my girls right here ! I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH !
Through my down times my junior year they have stuck by my side they've even seen me cry ! They are two amazing people that anyone should be proud to have in their lives & I thank God that he sent them to be in my life. They keep me sain ahahah I'd probably slap a whole bunch pf bitches if it wasn't for them. They are two people that I love and trust very much & I had to share that w/ the world.

Today at SUMMER school.

Fat Mexican Girl: "Fck you Robert your a bitch, Your not gnna do shit."
Fat Mexican Boy: Walks off all agry hot and bothered & kicks the trash can.
Keia: Grrrr
Me & My friends: Ahaaha, he think he bad cause he kicked a trash can !

Oh Geez, Random Yet funny.

I'm only 16years old but I've been through more then most. I don't comeplain or well atleast I try not to. I love my family to death, nomatter how much they may irritate me there all I have. I have two bestfriends who are always there for me. Mariah & TJ, I consider them to be family because iLove them that much and there always around me and know so much about me. I've come to realize I'm worth soo much. I've always been worth alot but I didn't know how to condone myself w/ self respect & found myself continously getting hurt. But now I know I am a queen & I should respect myself on that level and if anyone wants to be in my life they need to respect me and my values. I have soooo many goals I want to achieve I want to be more then what everyone is expecting me to be. They're expecting me to fail ! But I bet to differ I'm not gna fail & I'm gnna be somebody and make my granny proud. Every word that I write reflects me & the type of person I am. These words that I write flow through my vains onto this blog as I pour my heart out I just hope it helps someone in some way. I'm only 16 years old but I've been through more then most.

&` life is tOO short to wake up in the morningg w regrets. so love the people who treat you right , forgive the ones who didn't , and believe that everyyThing happens for a reason. if you get a chance , TAKE iT. if it changes your life , LET iT. NOBODY said that it would be EASY, they just promised it would be worth it.

I'm doin' just fine
Getting along very well
Without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
I'm doin' just fine
Time made me stronger
You're no longer on my mind

Doing Just Fine - Boyz II Men

Water Runs Dry - Boys II Men






This is an AMAZING song

"I wish that I could take a journey through your mind and findthe emotions you always try to hide. . . " - Joe