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"Fear God" is what im getting tatted my 1st tatt (;

Bitch ass niggas don't get what the deserve most of the time. They do dirt and go about their life just like every other day. What ou bitch ass niggas need to realize is that YOUR A BITCH ! Please start realizing that shit, you think you bad 'cause you aint got hit with karma yet?! trust that shit is comming your way. You do dirt to the wrong females sometimes. I'm not gonna front there are rachett females out there who do dirt too but don't treat the next one fucked up 'cause of the last bitch. Bitch ass niggas smh i have a lot to say but so lil space and time get your shit together and stop tryna play games. Your not as bad ass you think smh, its really sad to see so many hurting females cause of bitch ass niggas. Shit, as females we need to realize he's just a nigga and there are plenty other ones who are willing to do right by us if that one bitch ass nigga wont. SO shit do you and be independent then if a REAL MAN. Comes your way your on YOUR shit & he can't tell you nothing. NEVER SETTLE FOR A BITCH ASS NIGGA AYYEEE.

My bestfriend

Some may know her as Denisha Monae` Lewis, others may know her as Nisha but for the record this is my bestfriend. We've been friends since the age of 15 we have had many ups and downs but we made it through. Many may say that God put us together for a reason because the many challenges we have faced throughout our lives are quite similar. But who's to say all I know is everything happends for a reason. We have been together for 3years now dealing with skeezas and niggas with their bullshit & now we are growing up and going to two different colleges -__- it wasn't suppose to be this way but BITCHES fucked our shit up. Many people have doubted us throughout the years and they thought we wouldn't graduate or be anything in life but check us out not only did we graduate but we going to college ! ha tell them bitches fuck with us now loc ! ALTHOUGH we won't be seeing eachother everyday I want you to know that... YOUR STILL & WILL AWAYS BE MY BESTFRIEND I'M GOING TO MISS YOU TO THE MAXX BUT YOU KNOW WE WILL STILL FIND TIME TO TURN SHIT UP ! IM ONLY GNNA BE IN LONG BEACH SO IF WE GTTA LAY HANDS ON SOME RACHETTS YOU KNOW IM ONLY A TEXT, AiM, or PHONE CALL AWAY ! YOUR THE REALEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD BONNIE & CONNIE ANYONE?! LMFAO well idk what else to say you know I love you big booty rachett ass ! lol be good and be successful at SMC ! Tear shit up for me since I won't be there and I'll do the same on the H52010D :-* LOL imma be around ALWAYS NOW THERE'S NO GETTING RID OF ME (: & good luck with you and your new BABY DADDY CUH ! this isnt goodbye this is just see you around skeez !!! NISHA & KILOW ayyeeeeeee !

My babies

Funny Shit !

It's MY anniversary !

Ha, I love Rashaad Tareeq Gavin !

I woke up this morning feeling like it was my damn birthdayy !

-091609, 6months STRONG & we're still on a roll :-*

Higher than this lyrics

Listen
Light that reflects in the mirror
Showing the essence of who I am
Made from pure perfection
I’m connected to the ONE therefore I AM
One to rise above all the ugliness
Evolve into a world of selflessness
I can see love and no love
can be higher than this
What can be higher than this
What can be higher than this
What can be higher than this
What can be higher than this
You will find love and no love
can be Higher than this
Feeling like everything going wrong
Take a step back and edit yourself
There’s a hero in you waitin’ to happen
Make the choice to take a chance
and save yourself
You gotta let go of your insecurity
Explore the passion in your possibilities
You will find love and no love
can be higher than this
What can be Higher than this
Love! Can’t nobody love me like you do
So I gotta tell the world that
You are in everything that I do
Love Ah
Can’t nobody love me like you do
There’s no love more higher than this
What can be higher than this
Uh Uh Higher Than This
I need someone to tell me
’cause I don’t see nothing else more
Uh Uh Uh Uh Higher than this
Don’t Nobody know the love that
I feel right now
What can be higher than this
There’s no love more higher than this
What can be higher than this
You will find Love
See all you got to do is just let HIM in
You will find Love
Anything you dream of is gonna to happen
You will find Love
Just let it go
There’s no love more higher than this
What can be higher than this
Ah can’t nobody love me like you do
So I gotta tell the world that
You are in everything that I do
Love Ah
Can’t nobody love me like you do
There’s no love more higher than this
What can be higher than this
What can be higher than this

Some things are better left UNSAID but this just has to be said.
The fact that you kiss ass doesn't get you anywhere in this life, you'll always be looked down upon as an ASS KISSER ! You may not be aware that your an ass kisser but you are and you settle for less which is quite sad. Sometimes I find myself amazed of how people live their lives but who am I to JUDGE someone?! I'm not judging you I'm trying to help my fellow females out. I think we all should have HIGH ASS STANDARDS for the dudes we talk to. & Keep them up there never lower your standards for a nigga pfftt if he's not down with what you want and isn't willing to change what does that leave you to think?!... Uhh Drop That Nigga !!! Oh yeah & you don't have to open your legs to every damn nigga you think is bomb or just 'cause he tells you he loves you oops did I let that slip?! Hmm, it might just be he said that to get his nut off ?! Oops did I let that slip?... I need not say more have more self respect and people will respect you more. Read a book and widen your vocabulary and enhance your writing skills (:
The world would be a much better place if a lot of our females had enough self respect to realize their getting PLAYED & MOVE ON & leave your past behind you. Don't let something of your past reflect how you are now. 'Cause its quite sad and irritating to see ignorant ass bitches around these days. Oops I let that slip too...

I thank the God above everyday for the blessings he sends me. These past 5months have been filled with ups and downs but mostly ups just because of the simple fact that God sent someone special my way. I mean the thought always lingers in my mind what if it doesn't last forever because I'm only human & my past won't let me be at times, but then I realize he is diffrent from the rest he is my best, & then I know that God wouldn't have had me wait this long to be in a relationship for it not to last right?! Although it is a possibility this is not what I'm focusing on I trust him with my heart and I know it's safe with him. Well I can truely say I'm in love and I don't want a thing to change. The only thig that I would approve of if it came along was us getting even closer then we are. You see I'm not your average 17 year old I always say this but I have been through a lot but you know I've learned to accept the hard times that I have expirienced they have made me into a stronger person. Him being apart of my life just makes me feel like I'm on cloud 9, 24/7 yeah don't get me wrong we have our downfalls but we're grown enough to get through them. I can not begin to describe the vibe that I feel when I'm around him, He makes me realize that all my other relationships were shaping me just for him. We fit hand in hand and I can say I love him with my whole heart. Hold on let me start to tell you how wonderful he is ... He takes me as I am flaws and all. He's my bestfriend the one that I can depend on my heart and soul need I say more?! I wouldn't trade what we have for anything in this world he is my strong hold. Love may just be a four letter word to some but to me its deeper than that, Love is when your at your lowest and just to see that person smile will make everything worth while you see its deeper then the ocean itself, when you find someone that you love as much as they love you hold on to them and never let them go. This is how I feel after I have allowed my heart to heal,Oh did I let that slip?! His name how silly of me to not let you know who my blessing is his name is Rashaad Tareeq Gavin need I say more I think not that's my babe my true angel from above. I thank the God above everyday for the blessings he sends me.

In love with this song (:

I wish that people could just read my facial expressions a little bit better and realize that I don't want to be bothered. If everyone I don't like would get the hint and fuck off the world would be a much better place. People live in their ignorance like it's something to be proud of, I see nothing to be proud of if your an ignorant ass bitch ! you need to shut the fuck up and read a book. Honestly I find myself having better conversations with people who are older then me or someone who thinks just like me. & they're aren't too many people like that in this world hmmm maybe thats a sign... a sign that I fcking hate people !

Christmas break was greaatt

This christmas break was the best of them all, hands down I have so much to be thankful for. Even though it was a good time something had to go wrong... R.I.P to my cousin Sharon was truely a blessing to my life and she makes me strive to be better. With that being said everyone should really appreciate the loved ones that they have.

The best song ever !