I thank the God above everyday for the blessings he sends me. These past 5months have been filled with ups and downs but mostly ups just because of the simple fact that God sent someone special my way. I mean the thought always lingers in my mind what if it doesn't last forever because I'm only human & my past won't let me be at times, but then I realize he is diffrent from the rest he is my best, & then I know that God wouldn't have had me wait this long to be in a relationship for it not to last right?! Although it is a possibility this is not what I'm focusing on I trust him with my heart and I know it's safe with him. Well I can truely say I'm in love and I don't want a thing to change. The only thig that I would approve of if it came along was us getting even closer then we are. You see I'm not your average 17 year old I always say this but I have been through a lot but you know I've learned to accept the hard times that I have expirienced they have made me into a stronger person. Him being apart of my life just makes me feel like I'm on cloud 9, 24/7 yeah don't get me wrong we have our downfalls but we're grown enough to get through them. I can not begin to describe the vibe that I feel when I'm around him, He makes me realize that all my other relationships were shaping me just for him. We fit hand in hand and I can say I love him with my whole heart. Hold on let me start to tell you how wonderful he is ... He takes me as I am flaws and all. He's my bestfriend the one that I can depend on my heart and soul need I say more?! I wouldn't trade what we have for anything in this world he is my strong hold. Love may just be a four letter word to some but to me its deeper than that, Love is when your at your lowest and just to see that person smile will make everything worth while you see its deeper then the ocean itself, when you find someone that you love as much as they love you hold on to them and never let them go. This is how I feel after I have allowed my heart to heal,Oh did I let that slip?! His name how silly of me to not let you know who my blessing is his name is Rashaad Tareeq Gavin need I say more I think not that's my babe my true angel from above. I thank the God above everyday for the blessings he sends me.