Living this thing called life the BEST way I can. Yes I know I have flaws and all but doesn't everyone?! A continous cycle of pain,heartache,regret, and so much spinning around me trying to keep me down. But there's more important things in my life I need to worry about instead of being sad and letting the negatives keep me down. My Niece, & My two little cousins are comming up in a life that just might be hard just like mine. Having to be raised by someone that's not your mother but its your loving grandmother. I will not let them think that they are any less then anyone else on this fkced up earth because of what they have been through. They are just as capable as anyone else ! They are my HEROS I'd do ANYTHING for them if I had to no questions asked no second thoughts. I tell them live this thing called life the BEST way you can, and you'll end up on top ! Yeah you may have flaws BUT doesn't everyone?! & That's what makes you and individual.